of fangirling and personal ramblings~

( major fangirl flailing~ )

this week (or i shall say since a couple of days ago) was one of the WORSE days of my life here...with the drought season is getting nearer, there's not even a drop of rain falling from the sky...the condition is even as hot as ever...to make things even worse,the water supply of our house also runs out...so the tension is just TOOOO MUCH...
so, enough of my personal ramblings...now, to the main reason of my post today :

WHAT IS IT WITH ALL THESE PEOPLE TRYING TO PUT PRESSURE ON ARASHI!!!

if you read denise_dinc's entry on her lj, you'll understand me...

seriously, they shouldn't expect too much of those guys...15% ratings for a new show on a saturday night where people most probably might not be at home, going out having fun with their family and friends? what were those higher ups thinking of?!!!
i hate it when people bash arashi if they didn't bring much increase to the show's rating, but the point is, IT'S NOT EVEN THEIR FAULT!!! Arashi themselves are entertaining, the show's concept just making people bored!!! i know, it must be hard on those segment planners thinking on a segment to attract people to watch the show, but still, DON'T HURT THEM!!!
i hate this one segment in HnA when they tried to 'cure' nino after being possessed...what's with beating him when the reason for him sitting down during the show is that his back's aching? it's good enough for him not to whine about his pain out loud...i almost cried watching the segment, coz nino might seem to cry too... not to forget when sho's promoting tokujo kabachi in hanamaru cafe...he said that he didn't wear parka anymore since that double parka incident...such things, it might be funny but to think it back, it seriously do effect the boys...i like them being wacky, being happy, fun and lovey-dovey...THIS is what they should show on tv...coz such elements bring cozy feelings to the people that watching them at home...coz such friendship ties is sooo hard to came across to these days...isn't the reason for why they're popular is because of their 'skin-ship' and their hilarious side...i thought all those so-called 'research' on why arashi's popular nowadays tell them that they should be left alone healthy and happily...maybe all those 'research' just for ratings sake too...not that i don't want them to have a new show, i would LOVE them to have it, just don't ever put such pressure on them...coz they're already being tired physically,so don't put strain on them mentally too...and i'm not even underestimating the boys...i just worried if they worked up too much to meet people's expectations yet if let say they failed (oh God, please don't let this happen), i don't want them to break down... :(
we can only hope that EVERYTHING's gonna be alright...

p/s: i've just realised that this entry contains too many 'pressure'...
       coz for me,  putting pressure on them = putting pressure on me too...
       yet i'm a person that wouldn't want to end up suffering from hypertension and myocardial infraction...

well,since today's a holiday (though i'm not sure because of what, but still, who cares?...ahaks...hehe), i post up a new entry...

yay for arashi new songs!!! - heart game for kaibutsu-kun
                                                 - to be free for sho's cm
i've heard a little of heart game from the kaibutsu-kun cm,hope that i can listen for the whole song very soon...
yet i wanna hear sho's cm song too!!!

ohno to be guesting in the last episode of sho's drama, tokujo kabachi!!!
i say, "YAY FOR MAOU RETURNS!!!!!" if only naruse was'nt dead at the end of the drama (if there's any possibility for it), i'll be delighted to have maou 2!!! hehe...

can't wait for tokujo last episode too!!! i hope there's more lovey-dovey development btw misuzu and tamura..hehe...
gotta love those 2 for their role..they looked so cute together!!! my next OTP after jun-mao!!! hehe...

and right now, suddenly i want to watch again nino's yasashii jikan after reading mirei_22 's lj post about the interaction btw nino and masami from the drama...they looked so cute together!!! the way they smile while looking at each other's eyes...awwwww...
if only the rumor's true, i'll support these 2 no matter what!!! (if only they don't cheat each other, that is...)
i've watched the drama before, the story kinda slow paced,if you can tolerate it, then it's good... the setting was soooo beautiful!!! the theme song catches my heart deeply...it have that nostalgic kinda feeling too it...overall, i love the drama!!!

so,that's all for now...(off to go watching yamanade ep9, then do my homeworks...hehe...)

hi! it was a while since a last write my journal entry...i have been busy lately with ton's of assignments, studies and etc...right now i'm writing this entry in this early morning (surprisingly), just hours before going to manipal with my friends (to Lagenda) to have Malaysian food (yay!!! i miss Malaysian food sooooo much that i get jealous with my friends from the neighbouring university as they will go back to Malaysia for their holidays...)hmm...
i've been worrying a lot lately (some of it being personal matters) but what worries me the most right now is nino's health condition...it was told last wednesday that people saw him with a cane during fns...it means that his condition has worsen...i'm so worried if he couldn't carry his job as an idol as smoothly as he used to...it must be hard for him (as his work involves a lot of movements) to recover from the pain...then i read in an entry which stated that he has sciatica...uwaaaaa...it must be sooooo painful...my father has it too and each time when my family and i went anywhere (especially to shopping malls) he couldn't stand or walk for long as his back and leg aches...when thinking that nino also has the same illness as my father, i was almost brought to tears (as i did for my father)...my father used to go for physiotherapy, so i hope that nino would go for it too...not that by doing physiotherapy he can be fully recovered from the pain, but at least it may improve his condition before it may be even much much more worse...and i hope that he will take enough rest after all his film shooting ends (for gantz and ohoku)...i hope that he's getting well soon...
p/s: if there's anyone wondering what is sciatica, here mr wikipedia comes...